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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Total Craziness. Went for staff meeting today and I guess it's the most memorable staff meeting I had in this year, cus it's the one and only staff meeting I attended. I can't believe there's more to come in the future! STAFF MEETINGS ARE LONG AND SOMETIMES, BORING, & MAKES PEOPLE SLEEPY. I'm just not use to it. That's why, the grumblings. Actually I found out by chance that Mrs Devaraja, the one and only teacher that I remembered for my whole life during primary six times, was there too! I can't believe that I made that heartwarming sharing the experience of how bad my grades were in p5 and how mrs raja managed to pull me back on the track with all her ways in p6 and I got all As, and even managed to pass all my subjects. & I acknowledged her, though she didn't recognise me, I'm glad to see the smiles on her her face, the same face that I last saw her when I went for my PSLE results day. We hugged in front of all the teachers in the meeting room and I'M HAPPY! YAY! Please feel happy for me (: LOL I think I made a rather good impression today. & I hope the impression would last throughout. The friendly and amiable part of me comes first, then the craziness comes in later. Anyway, I got a huge shock when I received my timetable. I would be teaching my form class ALL SUBJECTS EXCEPT FOR PE AND MT. Sounds so - so right. It's actually, Math, EL, Science, Art, Music, Social Studies, Health Education. Which is quite alot for me to handle since I'm an untrained teacher and haven't gone to any training yet and have to chiong straight throughout all the stuffs I'm given. Guess I have to put in alot of hard work. & I thank colleagues who gave me encourgements today (: It really works wonders, and is that important! 10:53 PM
2009 It's been a really bad year for me, I must say. Though there are happy times in my previous relationship, but all I could remember are all the bad times, the quarrels, the doubts and the sorrows. Because of this particular man, yes, I've practically lost touch with all my friends. I rejected almost everyone and flew doves, aeroplanes, kites, whatever you can fly on these really good friends of mine and they grew distant. I never get to go out with them at all for the past few months. Of course, I do feel sad. What else can I do? Bug them? Of course not. I chose to stay silent and pretends nothing happen. & only pour things out to Winnie though we only met once in awhile. I'm glad winnie is still bugging me. I love your bugs. As well as Rena's and Chloe's bugs, though we didn't really get to go out at all, those bugs did get me going. Then I get to know my bunch of really cool friends, we went crazy in clubbing. & Actually other than Ken, one of the greatest buds would be Rahu who never fails to talk to me on msn rather frequently, just that I'm always not around to reply him. LOL He always gave good comments about me and ken, and he loved us, i guess! <3 Now I'm into another relationship. The one that we just started out a month back. & it seemed so fast that a month has already passed. My dear ken always make it possible to have dating at least once a week. He's the man that made me realise that, even if we don't do meet ups every day, we don't call every day, we don't sms every single day, I still loves him that much, and even more. Am always looking forward to our little dates, which meant alot to me. What's more coincidental is, we gave each other my favourite anpanman stuffs as christmas present! When I was opening the present, I'm actually quite scared inside and told myself, no matter what he gives I must say I like it no matter if it's useful or not. Afterall he only got to know me for that one month, gifts are rather risky stuffs. But after seeing the little anpanman prints, IT REALLY DO BRIGHTEN UP MY WHOLE DAY! That huge smile on my face is truly genuine. I still love sushi, sashimi, japanese cuisine. But I have a new love, who love sushi, sashimi and japanese cuisine, as much as I do. <3 1:01 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
I have ugly teeth, that's in the past.  & a very round face. Why ah, where my baby fats on the face gone to?! 11:45 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
Hi, I'm so in love with you.   It's not maybe. 10:34 PM
 I'm always very amazed at the God Damned Asshole who made this chirashi don. & I always can't believe that I'm the God Damned Asshole who made it. Bored, waiting for lunch. On christmas day. 2:52 PM
Tell Me  Please tell me that I'm going to miss TienHsia. 2:50 PM
Bestie (:   Some nice shots some day before we go drinking in johor. Guess bestie is the only one who lets me takes photos of him and he'll take photos of me as well. HA. Can't believe the 12 years bond doesn't ends that easily. Glad to have this friend! 
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 <3 Seriously, I'm very hungry right now. 2:36 PM
Ridiculous Wah lau! Ah bui is damn ridiculous lo. Ask me to give him morning call until he wakes up. I guess he set his phone to silent mode and can't even be awaken by the silent vibrations of the 50 morning missed calls I left him. ばか! If it's not in silent mode at least the ringing would be able to wake his wife up lahhhh. Damned! I'm pissed off, not going to help him at work.. Going back to sleep. Nights all and a merry Xmas! - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone 5:02 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
No more Unfortunately I finished medicines that the doc prescribed me and surviving on some Chinese pills my father bought. Didn't manage to get any sleep for the past six hours cus of the noise in the living room.. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone 7:06 PM
Monday, December 14, 2009
Very badly ill-ed. -Sick Journal- I think everything starts on last friday when i'm already doing all the dry coughings and standing in the cold wind at night while trying to catch a bus home. In the very middle of that night, I woke up feeling hot all over and started to suspect that "I might finally have a fever, one that is so damn high." When to fetch my thermometer and, yes I do have one. It was around 38.6 and the stupid me went to eat an ice cream, supposingly out of boredom. Miraculously a couple of minutes after an hour, the fever went down to an ideal 36.9. Like what the hell right?! LOL Dear just came back from his friend's party and saw my facebook status on his phone while cabbing home, he smsed and called to see if I'm ok. :D & I naively told dear about the ice cream eating stuffs and at that moment I'm ok already with no fever at all. Just a couple of dry cough. My nightmare starts on Saturday, when I woke up in the morning feeling hot all over again. It was something like 38.8 and popped some panadols down my throat, went back to sleep again til around 1pm plus, and my fever actually went up to a fucking 39.4! Highest record ever in my whole life til now ok! I smsed dear to tell him how sorry I was not being able to meet him up. I only get to meet him like once a week due to his tight work schedule. We agreed to meet up the next day. I took panadols again hoping it would get better and it did by abit. The next moment I felt better, I decided to head down to IMM Giant to get my sushi ingredients for the sushi making session on Sunday, with my brother. So we went down bought our stuffs, and my caring brother bought menthol lozenges for my poor throat and actually, at that moment I was quite touched cus he never did things of that kind before. & the lozenges if I'm not wrong costed quite ex compared to others. So I went home, took a form of powder medication which believed to be quite effective for lowering down the heaty-ness in your body. But it's very very very bitter and I get to pinch my nose while my brother poured the powder into my mouth. After that I felt kinda sleepy and tried to take a little nap. At the very same time bestie called and we chatted on the phone for quite awhile, until I can't fall back asleep and feeling terrible. I surrendered and stopped being stubborn for that once, went to the doc's. It was a shock when they saw my temperature which was 39.3 and it's considered a very high fever, which apparently I didn't know that. HAHAHA! Got my medicines and went back home, ate them and slept. Woke up a few hours later, took med and sleep again and this went on for the whole sat night. Sunday morning my temperature is still there. I ate alot of pears, just to cool down the heat. Went back to sleep and did sushi for my family. After everything I felt rather ok and went out to meet dear at 4pm somerset. I met dear and he was very much shocked to hear my very sexy voice, actually I didn't talk much at home, just a few sentences here and there, either nod or shook my head just to save enregy and breath for my dear (: he was holding me and asked me whether is my fever still there. It was around 37.8 when I went out and felt absolutely nothing. He told me I was still running a fever after placing his hands on my forehead and felt really guilty to ask me out. Hehehehe.. We walked around somerset 313 and orchard central, had my lunch cum dinner at sakae, which I ordered a tempura udon, surrendering my tempura to dear, and ate the plain udon which tasted like hot water and just carbohydrate to me. Everything felt tasteless. We caught storm warriors and went home early just to get me a good rest cus I have to get up early for work the next day. It's the first time we took a train together (: Cus it's always we cabbing home or he'll drive me home but it's really a good experience. We had no places to sit and I'm starting to feel very very lethargic and dizzy. So he actually held me while leaning near the doors and I was practically lying on his chest for the whole train ride to get some rest. I got home and guess what, my temperature hits up to 39.3 yet again, and my mom was surprised cus she always thought my fever was long gone. Slept and woke up the next morning for work. Now my temperature still stucks at somewhere between 37.8 to 38.3 which is considerably a low fever.. Managed to ask qiuhui to take my shift for tmr and I get one full day resting properly. -End- For one moment I thought I'm going to faint while moving down the stairs in the cinema theatre after the movie ended. I kept mising steps and walked into dear's way and he kept holding me back. I'm glad he's around with me (: 11:32 PM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Sunday is Sushiday.   
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Saturday, December 12, 2009
Never Gonna Be Alone - Nickelback Time, is going by, so much faster than I And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know You're never gonna be alone from this moment on If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands 'Cause forever I believe That there's nothing I could need but you So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know You're never gonna be alone from this moment on If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone Oh, you've gotta live every single day Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes? Don't let it slip away, could be our only one You know it's only just begun, every single day Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes? Tomorrow never comes Time is going by so much faster than I And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you You're never gonna be alone from this moment on If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone I'm gonna be there always I won't be missing a word all day I'm gonna be there always I won't be missing a word all day - Edited A few songs that are top of my playlist right now. They're all currently my favourite for sure, and this is the genre that I'm currently falling in love with. (: & the lyrics, of cus it's real meaningful! 8:53 PM
Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback This time I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life The one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I´ll be waiting for the real thing. I'll know it by the feeling. The moment when we´re meeting will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath Right up to the end Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with `Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There`s gotta be somebody for me like that. `Cause nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know they´re not alone. There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere. There`s gotta be somebody for me out there. Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight And dammit this feels too right It´s just like Déjà Vu Me standin’ here with you So I´ll be holdin`my own breath Could this be the end? Is it that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with? ‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There´s gotta be somebody for me like that. `Cause nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know they´re not alone. There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There`s gotta be somebody for me out there. You can´t give up! Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough You never know but when it shows up Make sure you´re holdin` on ‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on ‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. And everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There has gotta be somebody for me Ohhhhhh. Nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know they´re not alone. Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere? There`s gotta be somebody for me out there. Nobody wants to be the last one there 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere? There has gotta be somebody for me out there. 8:52 PM
我爱他 他的镜框留在 某一节车厢 地下铁里的风 比回忆还重 整座城市一直等着我 有一段感情还在漂泊 对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天 我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来 若那一刻重来 我不哭 让他知道我可以很好 我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘 曾为他 相信明天就是未来 情节有多坏 都不肯醒来 我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 我的心 深深伤过却不会忘 我和他 不再属于这个地方 最初的天堂 最重的荒唐 如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢 伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗 曾经依靠彼此的肩膀 如今各自在人海流浪 我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘 逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害 越深的依赖 越多的空白 该怎么去爱 我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂 我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘 曾为他 相信明天就是未来 情节有多坏 都不肯醒来 我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 我的心 深深伤过却不会忘 我和他 不再属于这个地方 最初的天堂 最重的荒唐 如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢 伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗 我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来 若那一刻重来 我不哭 让他知道我可以很好 Best chinese song I've heard this year. Opening theme for 下一站,幸福. I was hunting this serial down when everybody goes gaga over 海派甜心. Hehehehe. 8:42 PM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Yes, I am that gorgeous girlfriend that he claims to have. I am that sassy girlfriend that he claims I am as well. Gorgeous.. not really. -shy- SASSY?! MA DE KILL U ARH! hehehehehe 3:17 AM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Lovely darling My mini eyed darling drew this ugly but cute in my heart photo while he was having lunch today. It's really a big surprise to me cus I didn't know he would do such cute sweet things.. Lovely! :) and I miss him alot too..  - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone 9:53 PM
Friday, December 4, 2009
No Surprise - Daughtry I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round And now I think that I've got it all down And as I say it louder I love how it sounds Cause I'm not taking the easy way out Not wrapping this in ribbons Shouldn't have to give a reason why It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow I can't believe that I stayed till today Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise It came out like a river once I let it out When I thought that I wouldn't know how Held onto it forever just pushing it down Felt so good to let go of it now Not wrapping this in ribbons Shouldn't have to give a reason why It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow I can't believe that I stayed till today There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow There's nothing here in this soul left to say Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow God know we tried to find an easier way Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise Our favorite place we used to go The warm embrace that no one knows The loving look that's left your eyes That's why this comes as no, as no surprise If I could see the future and how this plays out I bet it's better than where we are now But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow I can't believe that I stayed till today Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise The kiss goodnight, it comes with me Both wrong and right, our memories The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing that you can't keep Our favorite place we used to go The warm embrace that no one knows The loving look that's left your eyes But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise Most favourited of the month (: 11:49 PM
Whatever? I'm just too tired to think of anything. I'm beginning to feel tired just trying to think of you. I need a break, a good break, a long break. Shall I go on a holiday by myself? Maybe I should. 11:44 PM
Pondering over every little things. I wonder why I added Fireflies bye Owl City into my playlist, when I totally hate the super mario midi like part at the very front. Argh. I wonder how angry did I make the most important person in my life angry, just to get him out of my life, safe and sound with every reason I could think of. I wonder how my parents se about me going to work as work, instead of striking out a flame, or rather, maing love sushi. LOL what am I trying to say here.. I wonder why did I buy my Iphone in the first place when I don't really liked it. I wonder how much have I spent on shopping just to hide all the emptiness that I had on non working days, when lovely isn't there to accompany me. I wonder how well do I deserve the lovely I'm holding on to right now. I wonder how will others think of us. I wonder what xmas present to buy. I wonder when is the stranger colleague's off day so I could buy the rest xmas farewell present. I wonder what should I buy for my "honey" chung. I wonder should I buy the sushi miniature set of sweets. It looks cute, but expensive. I wonder when lovely wouldn't be awkward and shy when around with me. I wonder why the "EEEEE later got green tea smell" came out from my mouth. JOKE LEH! But that was one part of the greater memories. I wonder why I'm still using things which reminds me of some important past. and lastly, I wonder why I'm sucha light sleeper that even the slightest sms tone could wake me up, thumbs up to Kristin. LOL 1:48 AM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Maybe I felt so happy these few days even my parents could feel it. I was always smiling and not feeling irritated at all, and my mom told me she's feeling great these few days too, cus her daughter's feeling great. You see, my family members seldom says this kind of things to me, so I felt rather awkward but really glad. 2:47 PM
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